I'd rather be burlesquing.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

On the Road to Nowhere


So I've gone quiet again.

Things have been a bit crazy lately.

The job has become a bit more of a 'job' than I had intended it to as of late. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing, but it means that it's become a tad all-consuming, and as a result the 'work' dreams have started up again. I've been noticing that I will wake in the dark of the night, caught in the middle of a thought.

I haven't been sleeping very well.

I've been drinking too much tea. And not enough water.
But I somehow manage to get my 5-10 from the fruits and vegetables group every day.

I've been disconnecting with friends, and desperately trying to reconnect.

I've been thinking a lot about the future and probably not enough about the present.

Over the course of the next few months, I think my direction will change. I'm going to be putting more energy into me.

As a result, I think the format of this blog is going to be changing slightly. I've been neglecting my creative side when that's what I should really be pouring myself into right now, and this has to become a part of that change.

I'm not sure what I'm going to do about it, but change will come...

But today, I'm going to start the day with chocolate, end it with a concert, and try not to worry too much about what happens in between.